Procrastination at its best

 Back on the agenda on things I can do besides doing literally anything for university. Today im facing a problem. Tomorrow I have a presentation that im certainly not prepared for and yet you will find me doing other tasks that can wait. Like right now I need to learn my part for the presentation instead I choose to :

go on a walk, whiten my teeth, redecorate my room, play sudoku, write this, watch edits of Krysten Ritter
....

Gosh even though I extremely nervous, I cant be bothered!!!!!!!

Truly such a bad habit, procrastination will end me sooner or later. Im gonna look like an imbecile presenting if I don't do it NOW. 

Studying...📝

 I have my first ever quiz in university tomorrow, and I cannot be bothered!!

It's so bad that I can't care right now but knowing myself, I know I'll be in shivers tomorrow because I decided not to study. I can literally do anything but study, I'm so uninterested and I want to be disgustingly academically smart but how can I when It's something that bores me?

Anyway I'll study/revise after eating dinner..

I'll usually skim through it. I can memorise things fast but only if my brain decides too. + I've been feeling unwell today, my head is killing me so I have to do the best that I can.

'' I don't love studying. I hate studying. I like learning. Learning is beautiful." -Natalie Portman

Fall is here!!!

Finally the moment that every girl blogger has been waiting for

Drumroll......

FALL🍂🍁

I would always love fall but honestly never been overly immersed in it, though this time around this has to change, I've been consuming Fall to its fullest even though it just started. 

I bought fall decor, and I tried my first ever Pumpkin Spice Latte, I got it iced since I'm not a fan of hot coffee. Honestly it tasted like a sweet coffee with cinnamon, yum. It's my cup of tea. 

 

university crisis

 2 Weeks ago, I started my first year at university. So far everything is been good. I truly believe having a friend group is honestly the best thing in University, it makes me feel secure. The only thing that is tiring my heart out is anxiety, it has nothing to do with friend group but more on the presentation side, I speak 2 languages, in my mother tongue, I have difficulty reading, so I feel that its bringing me down and making me nervous on things I might not understand, I feel embarrassed! I also don't think I have confidence to help me keep going. My mindset is get through this semester and no more worries.

Selfie?

At least once a day, I think about this Elle Fanning "mirror selfie". I do not know why I want to recreate it so baddd!! Though I'm reluctant not sure why. The hair, the shirt, the phone case, eats~

When will I recreate this selfie? no clue, soon? maybe// 📸📸

 

advice anyone??

 what do you do when you "secretly" catch your younger sister watching shows that doesn't fit into her age rating???

My younger sister always looks weary and suspicious when watching something on her phone. When I mean suspicious, I mean her whole demeanour changes. So when she went to the bathroom, I snuck into her phone...

(I know that was wrong, but my curiosity gets the best of me, you mustn't blame me)

I found her watching multiple shows that I personally think a 13 year old shouldn't be watching. As for me at 13 years old, I cannot lie, I used to watch shows out of my age rating but that's different, I was grown, she's not! 

I haven't told anyone about this cause if I was her I would still watch it even if I was told off. however I guess we both are different so I'm not sure what she would do. 

I'm good at keeping secrets but this is eating at me. I have no idea what to do. should I just leave it?? or no?