last day 17

Last day as a 17 year old...

I've been feeling insane for the past few months because I had absolute chills. I had chills cause I felt like its my last year as an actual teenager and yet I was wasting it away, though I'm
 desperately trying to seize the moments. 

As this has been driving me crazy, I've made a list on things to do before turning 18, one of those things were to watch "The Virgin Suicides" the day before turning 18, and so I did. I picked The Virgin Suicides because I would have out lived them all the day I turn 18, which is tomorrow. Birthday :28/08/2008.

Unicorn Frappuccino

 Guess what?? 

I tried the Unicorn Frappuccino this afternoon.

It honestly wasn't what I was expecting...

I was surprised to taste a sweet fruity taste, like cotton candy. I thought it would taste like vomit. Everyone disliked the "sour mango" flavour but genuinely I was so confused, it was not all sour but sweet. I would have also thought to taste a mango flavour but it didn't taste like mango at all, not even a hint, more on the mixed fruit vibe. 

Im glad to have at least tried it.

 

Unexpected Read??

 This all started last August, my entire afternoons consisted of me doomscrolling on social media and having no life during summer break. I have to thank doomscrolling for what I have discovered that summer that marvellously made my heart race. I came across a TikTok video on this Webtoon (Im not a person who reads comics and webtoons) but I was unsatisfied with life and felt like a slob. My thoughts were "I do not have anything to loose by reading a webtoon Ill most definitely not finish. I started giggling at the first chapter... Looking back this is not funny cause it was the truth, I really enjoyed reading it surpriseee. I was devastated when I got to the end to realise the author went on a hiatus due to health reasons (hope they get well). I waited weeks and weeks for a new chapter but so far nothing, however the author posts little snippets of sketches. I know you'd want to check it out, at least read the first chapter and keep an open mind always! The webtoon is called "After school lessons for unripe apples"

Summer before 10th grade

 I miss the days when summer air came through with its humid bliss, though during that I wasn't at all interested, my head was it the clouds, I didn't take life seriously, not one bit. My thoughts were all captivated to the new season of Miraculous Ladybug, and my only priority was scavenging the internet for the new episodes. I remember wasting my nights gushing over it, but I don't believe it was to a point where I was obsessed. Since now it's my summer break before my first year at university, I can't keep myself from comparing how things have changed. During that summer my thoughts consisted of Miraculous Ladybug but now it only crosses my mind when it's mentioned.I still like the show, of course, just nowhere near the same extent. I find it strangely fascinating how, only a few summers ago, I could be so completely immersed in something that now feels like such a small part of my life.

Tv Series

 I think I’ve reached the point where I need to stop watching TV. Not permanently, obviously. Let’s not get dramatic.

I just have a slight problem.

I watch way too many shows at once.

Somehow, I’ve managed to start four different series simultaneously, most of which have around twenty episodes. I don’t even remember how this happened. One minute I’m peacefully watching a show, and the next I’ve got four different storylines, 80+ episodes, and a growing list of characters I’m expected to remember.

So, in an attempt to regain some sort of control over my life, I’ve made myself a rule: I am not allowed to start another show until I finish one or two of the ones I’m already watching.

Sounds reasonable, right?

Except for one tiny issue.

My watchlist is enormous.

And it just sits there. Waiting.

Every time I open it, there’s another show that suddenly looks so interesting. A new series comes out? I want to watch it. Someone recommends something? Added. I see a random clip online and become emotionally invested in a show I’d never heard of five minutes ago? Added.

Meanwhile, my four unfinished shows are sitting in the corner like, “Are we ever going to see you again?”

I tell myself I’ll finish them first. I really do.

But then I open my watchlist “just to look.”

And that, unfortunately, is where the trouble begins.

Introduction

As I'm attempting to writing my first post, I begin to wonder who in the hell would want to sit and waste their beloved time reading a funky teenage girl blog? I guess if you are reading this then its probably you... Anyway, I'm not one to judge, it's out of my character, if you are quite judgy id say its best you leave, I'm not fond of entitlement. As the precious Nanny Plum said: "GET OUT OF MY KITCHENN!" Yoohoo~ don't mind me all I wish to say as of now is that I'm glad you have come, I'm rather joyous, I hopefully talk about everything. Ex: films, shows, & music. Ideally also updates on whatever. If you couldn't tell already by my blog setup, I like all sort of 2000s aesthetics. That's all for right now. Toodles.